I still feel like someone hit me over the head with a steel beam and I'm now dreaming... Though this isn't the dream I would have had for myself. So now what do I do? I've pinched myself way too many times and all that happens is I bruise. I'm here and have to deal with it.
I think I'm past the angry part of it... was pretty angry for two weeks straight. Now I'm in a middle period of resigning to the fact that I've gotta go forward, just not sure how. Kinda feels flat. It's going to be a big year ahead; many things need to be sorted and fixed. I think just about everything about myself needs to be re-evaluated. Hopefully the person I used to be is still underneath all the crap.
I think I've put together a plan that might work.
First and foremost I need to find some work.
