tired

I'm tired. I've reached my max and my head is going to explode. :) Yay!

It's getting closer

Three months to go. Nothing much has changed though. Still at the same job, though it is picking up a bit. Still behind with bills. I may be going to NY with nothing, but I'm still going. As a new year's resolution, I'm going back to raw food, and will be trying to stop drinking Starbucks. I can use that money to save for NY. I could potentially save a few hundred dollars this way. Yeah, it's been a terrible habit.

I'm going to try to make this year a good one. 2008 sucked ass. Alot of ass. I have a long way to go. Or it seems that way. One change could make all the difference. Right now money and my health is the focus. The last two months have been just so hard. I have let my stress and depression get the better of me. It makes me sleep too much, do too little, depletes my energy and motivation. I NEED CHANGE!